For weeks now I've been thinking of creating a new blog. Something which feels relevant to my day to day. Something to record the small events and a-ha moments that keep me going. And yet the thought of casting aside this space to create something else doesn't work. I have already done that twice and as with so many other things, it points to a larger pattern in my life. I've been stuck with changing direction and clean breaks have usually worked for me in the past, but clean